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Loving You is Killing Me

I have to hold myself together

but I only want to let go.

I don't know what else to do

I just want to let you know.

What comes next, I have no clue.

I don't really have a choice though.

I’ll just hold myself together

so I never let you go.


The person I was trying to be

is a faint and fading memory.

All the things I ever wanted

don't mean a thing to me.

One life ended, another started.

It hurts to be this open-hearted.

Who really wants to be set free?

Only the enlightened and retarded.

I want to know you when we’re old.

When your hand is mine to hold

It might as well be the whole world.

You are brilliant and brutal and bold.

You know my cards and I’m forced to fold.

Everybody knows that life isn’t fair.

But you are a breath of fresh air.

You’ll have to excuse me if I stare.

Don’t hide that light, don’t you dare.

You should know what you have is rare.

Now I might be the crazy one

but I think we could have some fun.

If the working day is ever done,

and you know that race is never won,

We can relax and watch them run.

Season’s Farewell

Fool’s Fortune

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