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Another New Year

What do you really need to hear?

Do you want a good kick in the rear?

Well, now that I have your ear

Let’s talk about this hidden fear

That robs you of good cheer.

To me, it’s perfectly clear.

The future draws too near,

yet you refuse to shed a tear

for the past you held so dear,

for reasons that remain unclear.

Or maybe you like to mock and jeer

At the failures of your career.

You spit and squint and sneer

At the mistakes you deem severe,

Yet to your history you adhere.

You won’t find the frontier

Unless you find a way to steer

Around the obstacles that appear.

Unless you become sincere

About the things that you revere.

Instead, you stay in high gear

until it’s all too much to bear,

and you feel you can’t get air,

and the stitches begin to tear,

and this time you swear, you swear

it will be different, you will prepare,

with faith and courage, you will dare

to stand up from the comfortable chair

that locks you inside your stagnant lair.

But you will never wake from the nightmare

Because you secretly want to be there.

However, you may not even be aware

of your own deeply rooted despair

that your life is simply beyond repair.

Your eyes shy away from the true light’s glare.

I have some wisdom that I can share.

It takes the form of a humble prayer.

“Help me God not to compare

my life to others, but call it fair

that my fate is my burden to bear.”

Narcissus

I Defend the Dead End

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